I regret the things I’ve done and said but there’s nothing I can do now…it’s not like you care anyways.
Freaking the fuck out right now. It just hit me really hard that I’ll be moving when I’m just really starting to get settled in. 2 fucking years in this dump hole. I’m so tired of moving. I hate it. No wonder why I had a fucking messed up childhood & hardly want to socialize with anybody anymore.
Why can’t you tell me why you like me? Why can’t you tell me what you like about me, that makes you like me? I just wanted an answer. I don’t wanna keep trying for someone who isn’t gonna be worth it in the end. I don’t need to get played and used all over again. I just really want you to be straight up with me, and tell me the truth so I won’t have to suffer..
And by everything, I literally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I notice when things change, and when it’s no longer the same. I notice every single little detail. I just don’t say anything.
